Verse 1:

Silence surrounds me.
Finally time to myself just to sit and think.
Talking to myself never hurt so bad.
I wanna rip my throat out b/c it makes me mad
Bang my head against the wall
The plaster shatters and falls
Rocking forth and back
Remembering all the shit I lack.
Sit in the corner where Ive layed many times before
Take one more mound of joy til Im passed out on the floor

Chorus:

Cant take the pain
You bestow on me
Cant take the pleasure
Leave me lonely

Verse 2:

Regaining conscienceness never felt so good
Until I hit myself harder than I knew I could
I blacked both eyes with just one hit
Then my body started to like it
Grabbed a blade to cut away
Blood on the carpet my mistake
Look at the wounds with closed eyes
The pain went away soon I realize
That feeling so good til I stand up to run away
Look down take a breath and decide to stay

End Chorus:

Cant take the sorrow
You bestow on me
Cant take the pressure
Leave me lonely
Holding back my tears
And forgetting all my fears
Blasting myself away
Nothing else to say